December 28, 2012

  • Have you ever had someone in your life that the only interaction you want from them is to give you head and then to leave? And then you find them starring in this extensive thing that you write as if they are deep and lovely and incredible but truly they are just a dark smudge on your life that you're trying to rub out with the wrong side of the pencil. People are so dull! I mean here. Fuck. I'm getting no action whatsoever. It's because the people I talk to are just too uninteresting to me to lay with. That is awful. They aren't uninteresting. They just know too much about my past. And I refuse to sleep with anyone who has known me for more than 3 years. I just do. I won't do it. That's fucked up shit. It's like incest.
    You know what? Fuck it. I'm taking the easy route. I think I'm going to marry robert just for fucks sake. I already spent a bunch of time with him I have a general idea of what he's like. He falls asleep when we watch movies together and he is pretty great in bed.
    I am starting to think Dan Mclaughlin is a ghost. A straight up ghost. Maybe even the ghost of the guy who hung himself in my apartment. A young man shows up at the bar with blue eyes and then I go back and he is not there anymore. He hasn't been back. Ill keep looking.