December 31, 2012

  • I should be in the shower or exercising or eating something because I'm going to work and then I'm going to the bar seven steps away from me and going to get crunk wasted with people there...order some long island ice teas. Yeah gurl. that's whats up. I'll have to hit up the ATM in there (cash only why why why) because I don't want to break a hundo. I will wear a pretty dress. If I get a kiss on new years I won't be expecting it. I am addicted to Grimes. Grimes is the best thing ever. Okay, here's Elyse's 2012 end of the year recommendations: 

    1. You should start playing that Simpson's game. Very fantastic.
    2. Donnie and Joe Emerson
    3. Django Django...not Django
    4. GRIMES
    5. Death Grips, Frank Ocean, The Pogues
    6. Make up with your one night stand of the past. Maybe somehow he has suddenly become incredible in bed.
    7. Sinister for best horror movie of the year. You can skip paranormal activity.
    8. Eat more pizza!
    9. Hang out with Sam May. He is awesome!
    10. Come over to my place and have a drink. I've never lived in a place that feels so cool.

    I've learned that therapy is a really good idea and that sometimes you gotta replace your buddies with better buddies. Had a dream i was in Iowa City last night. Miss it every day. All my favorite lovers are from Iowa. Coincidence? They remind me of the taste of flesh and the sound of a voice that I met in a different city. Not St. Louis. Reminds me of the best time of my life. I conversed with a stranger last night. Met a guy named Steve at the bar. He photographs trucks and sometimes weddings for extra cash. we talked about the value of art and how hard it is to create a self portrait. He said "you write about yourself, right?" I said yes. He said "but do you mention yourself by name?" I said no. Maybe I don't have any balls at all. What a great point.

    I fell asleep drunkly to my rum and cola and watched fox and the hound and cried because I feel like I have deep friendships like that. Once I'm in your life, I'm in. I don't leave.
    It's snowing and it's beautiful. Good times y'all.