December 14, 2012
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I was surprised by how well everything went but at the same time I was not surprised at all. That is always how life works, when you find yourself completely done with something or completely over a concept it rears up it's head at you. There is a circular pattern as well with low dips and highs. There are lives falling around us like rain drops and I wonder about the shooting in Connecticut and how people are walking around one day and perfectly physically fine and living in cream puff worlds and suddenly they are seeing blood. I am not a participant in the eating of this world, I hope, but I can never tell when I'm setting off a yellow butterfly. I am, actually, feeling more like the one flitting around underneath the shoe. The world is full of nonsense like this. I've had colds before and my cat has a cold. I am uninterested in not being interested in everything. I must clean. Life became strangely orderly for a minute, and now 27 are dead.
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So because things have been going good for you the universes decided to do something horrible to balance things out? Or am I totallymisunderstanding you.
Kind of??? I mean that when things are murky everybody always says that things are never going to get better, but that's because at that moment we're forgetting that things were better. It's just that when things are like that we can't tell when the next moment of goodness will come.
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