November 19, 2012

  • 'most people are rats and I would gladly skewer them.

    some people are just cold and rotting inside and don't care. you can put people on a rope like a dog and you can sever the rope and say goodbye. I don't want to go to any parties and i know the bad man is around he is the devil but worse than that. One day he will sit with blood on his hands and laugh and giggle and his friends will say you are a lovely boy and everything you did is right and the world is against you but you are strong and we are strong behind you.

    he is the devil he takes what he wants uses people like flour bags. He doesn't care he is like a rotting tooth I keep asking the dentist to take out, please take it out. I wish I hadn't gone to PkwySouth I made the wrong two best friends because he used them to trick me and now they are all his all gone from me. Now I am living with fear all the time don't want to think about it don't want to eat the dinner laid out in front of me. the devil is sweet is sweet to you and then he squeezes you like a tube of toothpaste and marks you like a dog marking a lamp post. He will do with you what he pleases he controls you you are too afraid to say no because he has shown you that you are lower than a dog, than a plant, yarimasu.

    I was so lucky on halloween because i got to black out for real and forget and it feels so good to be unconscious and not remember I've been trying to forget for 3 years but my parents always force me to come back on christmas eve and i despise christmas it is the worst holiday it is hell it is worst than hell it is the stench of death and I remember being taken against my will while wearing my boyfriends shirt.