April 10, 2013

  • Thanks but I need all the forensic files

    The best part of life most of the time is when you wake up and realize you don't have a boyfriend, a dog to take care of, a kid, horrible taunting debt, deep imbedded trauma. EtC ETC.

    I need to be more grateful for what I DO have. I am so lucky that I am going to Iowa next week. Iowa is the place I dream about when I wake up to a life of nightmares. I loved my college years because I was finally useful, happy, cute, pretty perfect etc. And nobody from high school, no STL stress lingered. It was heaven, it really was. I will see the ghosts from my pasts and learn to be a better scrooge.