February 16, 2013

  • I was alright and suddenly they played george harrison on the radio and it came flooding to me. I was enjoying my valentines day high as usual and the fear came. when I see someone it comes and it eats me and my throat and my chest. my body rejects this town. I hate it so much. I saw Carly and she rolled her cunt ass eyes at me. I saw devins brother and it scared the FUCK out of me. I know all these things about devin and i dont know if weve ever spoken a word to each other. im scared of all these people they eat my skin. im so scared of them go away go away go away my rapist is all over them he is crawling out of their stomachs. maddie is my rapist. she is the devil. I hate st. louis so much GET ME OUT OF THIS HELL