January 5, 2013

• I wish things would go back to normal and the economy would sit up straight so a man could buy me a goddamn drink that was even only 4 or 5 years older than me. I wish that people would get over the fact that everybody is fucking fat and deal with it in the ways of finding people who don't binge and purge sexy again. I wish that diets didn't exist, that movies were about fun instead of logic, that sci-fi was prevalent in this culture instead of boring plain cynicism and realism. Can I tell you a secret? I cannot. I am very lonely and willing to put out kind of. I just want to hang out with somebody on a regular basis who is interested in me in a dull sexual way. I wish Robert was here. I wish I was at Iowa. I am seriously having such a fun and awful time at the same time. I'm getting so chunky with all of it.

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